welcome
Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.
The Real

This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager
and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever
more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John.
I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 4:08 PM
Crackers?
So. Babysitting today was brutal but with my brygasm it was funn-er then usual. We talked for 3 hours then i got off to call my fasha, haha, because danni was doing this thing that invovles vocal cords and makes lots of noise....chyeahh.Well friday is now officially gonnuh be the bomb because i get to go to the movie with my bestie friends like bry and emily and tyler and riley and yay! and i might be spending the night at bry's which will be fun because were gonnuh take some PINAPPLIE PHOTOS PEOPLE. if you didn't know.pinapple means g-hetto.mhmmmhm. Bryanna has this keybored and it has this button that goesYEEEEEEEEEEEEE-AHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.everytime.EVRYTIME YOU PRESS IT.and if you press it really fast it's all like.YEEE-YEEE-YEEEEAAAAHHHHHHSSSS.ISN'T THAT AMAZING?haha. It was really funny at 1 in the morning after we ate so much candy it was dizzie-in' fooz. So were gonnuh hang out because its so funny.I miss john.He leaves on Monday for his grandpapas.Which makes me more sad. I wish we could just be trusted to spend the night together you know? instead are parents always have to think we are automatically going to be all LETS HAVE ...yeah that word.haha. Which we won't.im so bored.avatar is on.who doesnt enjoy watch a bald kid with magical powers fly around on a naked flying animal? It had me hooked at bald kid.so im sitting here and danni is like"when i grow up i want to have lots of kids"me "really? i hope there all just like you!"ben "taste of your own medicine"danni "Ill throw this cracker at you"ben "I'll eat it!!!"me "OHHH OHHHHHH" *high fives ben*yeah were just that good.