welcome
Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.
The Real
This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager
and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever
more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John.
I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.
Sunday, July 27, 2008, 3:16 PM
Toyou.
Happy as I could ever beWhile being as sick as your teenage diaryIts amazing when you say your answers out loudBecause it could be quieter then a whisper in a crowdill listen with all my heart to your so called advicebut a simple goodbye would have sufficedI must say im quite impressed with your meaningless notionsBecause back then i even believed you sorrow sung devotionsIt shouldn't have surprised me when someone heard me,when someone else came alongBecause I was singing my sad song loud enough for all of everyone to sing alongI was the cold blooded animal waiting for a ray of sunAfter waintg so long my body had frozen, so imagine my surprise when your sun had begunYour laughter, Your everything practically filled me with enough warmth for centuriesHearing you loved me was more then too much, Making me question your inquiriesI had been so cold for so long after trying to replace it with different speciesSeeing you as my own kind was like a myth, a queen among gypsiesSo i am sorry when my doubt shows through my long been cracksSorry that somtimes my words seem like verbal attacksBut i always will be there through thick and thinWarning you always not to let this cycle begun again and againSo remember that forever more I will always love youDon't let my worries knock doubt in and love askew.
