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Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.
The Real
This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager
and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever
more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John.
I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.
Thursday, September 18, 2008, 2:22 PM
Burn.
I'll hide from you instead of telling you, I want somthing stronger
Somthing to make these years fly by or maybe just end instead of making them longer
I can't take these whispers I hear and the accusations towards others
Hiding from the boys who call each one another brothers
Why do people hurt there own kind? Instead of confronting them, the prey go and hide?
Why do people walk around invisible or as if they have some disguise?
I can see you, this I promise But do you look into my eyes and see with each breath, I ache
I walk through dreams in a fog and I hear you from some where but the words just don't take
Must I tell you what is wrong when you know me so well
I wish that this was true but your words can't mystify me as though they are some spell
I ache inside, A pheonix ready to sing her lovely song and burn
I wish to pass on somthing of new life too all but me, I just can't stay, because my tables have turned.
Can you not see My Love, My Friends, My Family.On the inside I am burning.
Burning Alive.