profile journal exits cmmts

Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.

This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John. I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.

I feel abandoned even though they say I'm not.
I feel hurt by the ones I love even though they say it was unintentional.
I feel sad all the time even though I fake these smiles, laughs and hugs.

I keep up my appearances for you so I don't get asked the question I just can't answer.
"What's wrong?"
Because with all honesty, I don't really know.

Janies Music. Brys. Gabbys Music. Tjs. . . .

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