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Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.
The Real
This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager
and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever
more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John.
I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.
Sunday, September 7, 2008, 8:19 AM
Music.Contacting Me.
I use to play the viola. I don't know if anyone knows that but, I really liked it. I wanted to pursue it because I love classical music and string instruments. But when I moved to my moms the school there didn't have it and Ihad to quit voila and play flute. I don't like the flute, I actually hate it. It's beautiful, the sound, the way it shines but I hate playing it. So I took up piano and now I just realized I want my viola back. So I'm going to get it for my birthday. I was going to save my money and my mother was going to match what I had for a good camera but now I just really want a viola.
Anyway.I'm dyeing my hair red in december with my mom. She's really good at doing hair, and so is my aunt patty so I really don't know whos doing it yet but I'm excited. For those of you that want to know what color, I want Gemma Doyles hair color from the book'A Great and Terrible Beauty'. She's on the front cover of the book.It's a deep red and bronwish color. NOT STRAWBERRY BLONDE. Not my thing. But so far I really Want to do that. If I don't like it I'll just dye it back to a color some what llike my natural because I'm not coming to school with ugly hair.The reason I'm Doing it in December is because I want it to grow out enough so that i can just let it do the natural flip that I have. Im keeping bangs if your wondering, they're easy and I just love them.I feel very happy today. Sorry I haven't wrote in a while, I just have been working on studying and painting, and friends. But now that I have everything undercontrol I'll be writing in here more often. If you want me to write about something in particular or give you advice write to my myspace or email me at toezy2@yahoo.commy myspace is www.mycoldheart11.comit was from long time ago and my stupid depressed ways. So don't judge me by my myspace URL, I'm actually very happy and light.