welcome
Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.
The Real
This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager
and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever
more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John.
I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.
Monday, September 15, 2008, 3:15 PM
Upon this Universe.
There is a place upon this universe where happiness is everywherepeople smile like it is within there nature to do so when really they don't careIn this place the flowers grow with colors so pure, as if touched by gods, no petals brown or curledAnd in this place there is a girl with a heart, a heart that holds the saddness of the worldShe looks perfect, as if every thought innocent, every touch casual, but inside she dies If you could only look into her eyes you would see the things that have been said to her, the things she hidesFrom a Mother to a Daughter, From a Father to a Son, From the abuse to a lover, From the truth to a friendShe has heard it all and more, seen it all which is more then any human has had to acknowledgeNo of course, no she does not speak of it for heads would spin and lives would unravelNo she doesn't even mutter a word of these tradegies nor a word does she babbleThis girl holds all the saddness in the world inside her heart, she cries at night alone in the darkAlthough her room is filled with light, to her it shines as dark as it should be brightShe walks among her dreams of spears, bloodshed, words so hurtful the daughter dies of heart breakShe walks among her dreams calling for someone to scare away these nightmares, She calls for a Knight.
