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Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.
The Real
This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager
and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever
more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John.
I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.
Saturday, October 18, 2008, 5:30 AM
George Bush.
Recked America in just Four Years.Moving on,
I really enjoy your chatterbox comments people your really nice.^.^ they are very positive.I'm having a good day today, as you can see on the side of my layout I have updated alot and I also wrote a whole bunch about me and my family in my about me.I didn't write about my mom yet but...that will come up.Or maybe I'll just put it aside for a while.Not ready to admit to those times...We have a Nemo mouse bad and at this moment my little sister and little brother are argueing about if it's 'Nemo' are 'Memo' of course the Six year old would think its 'Memo'. I've been thinking and we all know what becomes of that but anyways school is like a big fashion show.You don't look the part of the happy teenager who is loaded.You are pretty much put aside in highschool like a shovel, all your good for to them is to dig up dirt on your life. Wonderful isn't it?My brother, The older one.
Is going to take cyber school next year because he's tired of how the highschool acts in his eyes.I dont blame him. I think we should have an assebly and make everyone stand infront of the school and say all the rumors out loud just so we can finally realize everybodys lives are a lie because other people hate them.Of course there are the excuses."She totally tried to steal my boyfriend""He was always looking at me when I told him not too...""WELL SKANK OVER THERE totally cussed me out for doing drugs behind her back""Well she told me the he said to her that his bestfriend said to him that SHE didn't like me"we all know that last one...then there are the things they don't say.
"I'm not doing drugs, I'm taking anti'depressants and saying i'm doing drugs so no one knows i see a therapist.""I started spreading rumors because I wanted the attention drawn away from me and my depression"things like that.So before you start spreading somthing that will hurt someone even more, Take a deep breath and ask for the truth, Because the rumors aren't helping anything.