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Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.
The Real
This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager
and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever
more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John.
I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.
Thursday, October 16, 2008, 5:52 PM
Heart Beat.
"What I doing to my heart, It feels like a burn against my skin, A crimson cut that so fresh but just to thin.I feel my pulse slowing and the numbness that will soon follow.I've done this once before.A life that passed so quickly.Will this be tomorrow?"I am tired, I'm drinking cinnamon tea.I started drinking tea because of the colors it brought, as if bring it's own gift to the water. I thought tea was beautiful and I still do. I thought that I would talk about something because obviously teenagers are getting this right.
You were born to bring beauty and life into this world, If you weren't here then where would we be? You might not feel important but you are.You weren't born to kill yourselves, or hate the world. You were made to make mistakes because of what they will accomplish. Your gift that your giving, that you brought with you.
from where i dont know, Infantland? Unborn Babies World? Future Meaningful People? (president bush wasnt from there.)
Well, We all come from some place and it doesnt matter if you think it's from gods own hads or the Saints, or the Gods (plural) You shouldn't hate someone for what they believe in. We're all here for the same thing.
To Live.