profile journal exits cmmts

Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.

This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John. I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.

Have I ever told you how lucky i am to have already found the love of my life? Well I am lucky. I have a list of things i would love to do for him at all times to make him happy although some are impossible, i am pretty sure snuggling when he just wants to snuggle is doable. He is so perfect to me and i am not worth it. I know he can do better but for my own selfish gain i am going to keep him forever. I Love Him for the way he talks when he knows i am upsest, I love him for the way he laughs when I make a stupid joke that only he understands. I would be cheesy and say he is the wind beneath my wings but let me get a little bit more original. He is the syrup to my pancakes, the powdered suger to my funnel cake, the spin to my ferris wheel.

So I am writing this song and i really love it so far.

Ill scream to the sky, asking the question Why?
Ill Cry to the ocean and fill it with tears
Sing to the mountains my horrid fears
and ill throw my voice to the clouds, hopeing the sky will be proud

But nothing will change, your heart will be the same
and the world will grow cold pushing you aside
You will grow wild, cruel and untame
One day you'll be this ocean with a harsh tide

When my voice cracks and the question ceases to remain
When my tears dry up and drives me insane
When my fears grow worse and to horror filled to say
The clouds will be nothing in the skies eyes that day

Still nothing will change, your heart will be the same
Untouched by human words, tears, and cries in pain
You will continue on in hopes of your own selfish gain

Janies Music. Brys. Gabbys Music. Tjs. . . .

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