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Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.
The Real

This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager
and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever
more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John.
I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.
Saturday, May 2, 2009, 5:25 AM
Highschool Life
Highschool life is a bunch of dramatic girls having a fashion show, and a bunch of druggies soliciting. THAT! should be an icon on everybodies profile because it's the truth. I have been to SOOO many different schools and everyone is the same.
- Have the right clothes or get kicked out.
- Have the right face or back off.
- Have the right hair or you might as well go bald.
- Better have a car/money or you are not getting invited to jack SHIT.
If you wanted me to sugar coat it, I'm not. Truth is something that can only be given willingly and here i am shouting my oppinions out, but its up to you guys to bring my some viewers, spread the word of what I do.
Back to Business. I've learned that the only girls you can trust are the ones that stand out the most and honestly are the most 'dramamtic' i guess you could say. The ones who want to be someone and stand out, the ones that can wear a hoodie everyday and still make a statement in life or the ones that can look amazing on a stage when you know how freaked out and excited they actually are, or the ones that can play hockey and kick someones ass, but still have the most contaious laughter or the ones that can make a statement just by showing who they really are and loving every second of it. Those are the people you can trust.
Boys, boys, boys...In my school there is a fine line that splits them in half. The smart, well dressed, sports playing, good grades, hard working types or the I-cant-stand-to-be-around, annoying, drug-doing, bad-smelling, crazy-stalkerish ones. Oh, theres the ones in my group that have those outstanding personalities but we"ll get to them some other time.
Now if your stupid enough to start SNORTING PILLS in the 9th grade, shit's wrong with you and im not saying their all bad they could be nice and be on drugs but, deep down you know things could go wrong. They get angry, you get hit. They get 'over-excited' you get raped. Sometimes they could be nice but you have to think about how everyday, if their doing somthing different, how they'll never be Them. They always be the drug that they're on that day.
-Leaving you something to think about
-Toni Bish