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Every morning you wake with beliefs
Mostly bias statements but yours,
none the less.
I wake up with pure freedom
I wake up with more conundrums but,
I will be myself and no one elses
Possestion.
Ill say good morning to all colors.
The Rainbow.
Good by over run people filled with lies,
Im Free.
The Real
This Was Then:I know I haven't been on in forever and I'm honestly not that sorry. I was having some troubles being a normal teenager
and was then fixing my over-the-top-more-then-just-teen-problems. Now it's Now: I'm still in love with John Rickel, he will forever
more be my one and only love. I love painting, sing to stupid silly songs and i love to swing arms with my lovely, John.
I Have new ideas, new oppinions, and new ways to deal with life so be ready to deal.
Monday, May 4, 2009, 6:04 PM
My Lovely
Im still in Love with the boy, teen, man that is my
JohnJosephRickelHes Beautiful.
Hes Loving.
Hes Lovely.
And when I fall asleep next to him he wraps his arms around me without noticing it, protecting me while hes asleep. I let him rest his head on my chest and play with his hair until his breath is deep and sleep is everywhere around him. Then I roll over next to him and fall asleep curled at his side.
I love to look at the freckles the sparkle on his face and coat his shoulders in those beautiful little spots. He is my Sunny, Sunshine, Lovely.
I am going to Marry Him.